I feel like I will have no choice but to end my life.
My life is an embarrassment and I can’t stop living in fear. Fear rules my life. I fear my mother, I fear my sister. I fear the idea of trying to get a new job. I fear so many things it’s ridiculous and it prevents me from living life right.
I can’t keep getting older, watching the years fly by, and letting fear rule my life. So if I don’t figure out a way to overcome it in the next year or two, I feel I have no choice but to end it.
(Of course that would mean somehow overcoming my FEAR of death lol).
Thanks for listening….
Oh wait, looks like I need to have a minimum of 300 words(!) for my blog to post? Gee, for someone who’s usually as chatty as me when it comes to blogging, that normally wouldn’t be too hard. Yet the one time I just want to write a brief blog to post, it tells me I don’t have ENOUGH words? That seems rather ridiculous to me. One more reason to dread this new format and all the horrible changes they made to what was a wonderful site.
Well, let’s see if that gets me to 300. If so, thanks again for listening.
Todd…
Okay, it still wasn’t enough. I counted 225 words. So I still have a little more to go apparently.
So to any and all that read this, I thank you so much for doing so. Being a list soul…just absolutely sucks, as I’m sure others on here can relate. I hope you all are doing well and are adapting to this new drab, colorless, confusing revision of this site better than I am. Okay, I think that’s 300.
And thank you again.
Todd