I feel like someone kicked the sh*t out of, last night. I don’t know how to do this. But,...
About Depression
I’m afraid, right now. Afraid of myself… afraid of my worst inclinations… afraid of how easily those impulses rise...
Sometimes, I think I’m getting better. And, then, I spend a little too much time alone with my f@cking...
Sunday went well. Sometimes Tom and I can have an entire weekend without so much as a bad look...
I feel very much like I live in my head. Everything I do I go over and over in...
Well, a lot has happened since I last logged in. In june 2008 my husband decided he wanted to...
I am not going to f@ck this up. Not tonight… My dealer’s been calling, again. I don’t answer. I...
my life is s$@t. where do i start? i just feel like everything is getting ontop of me again...
Another weekend down the drain. And what do I have to show for it? I had a good day...
Empty pizza boxes, and ash trays that need to be emptied… a series wrappers, and other trash-bound items presently...
