I thought I was getting better, but I’m not. I’m going to quit therapy because it’s not working. In the past when I’ve had suicidal ideation I never actually planned on killing myself, but now I am. I’m sick of everything and everyone. Hearing “it’s going to get better, blah blah blah doesn’t help. I’ve tried getting help, now I’m done. I’m currently finding ways to end my life.
Death
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What is a cure?
bummer, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Weight Loss, 0
Yesterday, I had an odd conversation with my med provider. As usual, I was giving the state of...
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Another year older. Still none the wiser.
fluffyewok, , Depression, 0
Hello again. As i write this it will be my birthday in 14 mins.. 33 years old i'll be...
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Lacking many things
tinyrachie, , Depression, Anxiety, Career, Questions, Therapist, 0
I’m not sure why I bother writing. Maybe It good to just get the feelings out. I’m not sure. ...
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Stress builds up
Mr_Bubble, , Depression, Anxiety, Career, Sleep Disorders, Stress, 0
There are so many things going on right now. Starting from the frst problem that is the lack of...
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Relieved
sadviolinist, , Depression, Child, Questions, Sleep Disorders, Stress, Therapist, Therapy, 0
So yesterday went well, better than I expected. I talked to a few friends online and on the phone...
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Hot Dog
sadjac, , Depression, Career, Sex Therapy, 0
I kinda feel like this right now.. Ladies and Gentlemen, introducing, the chocolate starfish, and the hot-dog flavored water,...
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Math Class
bthere4mi, , Depression, Anxiety, Obesity, Sleep Disorders, Therapist, 0
Today during Math class I had a panic attack. Well a pre-panic attack. Everyone around me was talking, the...
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To remember me
TwistedToad, , Depression, 0
To Remember Me The day will come when my body will lie upon a white sheet neatly tucked under...
