Well,most of my decisions have been made…You know, I have always been single…sure I've had a couple of relationships…but they didnt work out…which is fine…I've learned a lot…lol But every once in awhile it would be so nice to have someone to help make these decisions…lol…oh well,,,that just isnt the case with me…So let me see, one choice was to move to Calif …that one was made for me by a higher power…thank goodness…dont really like Calif…way too much city for me…of course if I could live in the mountains I might change my mind…lol  Second was very difficult…that was about my mama dog…she was a stray when I got her, and I love her to pieces…but she has always been way too much dog for me…I am only 103 lbs…and I am pretty strong…but I have been flown like a kite by her more times than i can count…I have had her for almost 5 years…and in that 5 years  I have been knocked down, clothes lined, flown like a kite…had to repair many windows that she jumped thru…anyway she is going to a german sheperd rescue…she's real smart, so she might be trained to do something real cool…enough of that its making me sad…Another thing I had to decide was how I could possibly help my son…I was only blessed with one child…and I raised him all alone…we had many hard and desparate times…I always wished I could do so much more for him…anyway, lets just say he fell on his ass, ended up back over here…and me and the kids have been hiding him in my travel trailer for a couple of months…yes I know…I am an enabler…blah blah blah…I can't throw people away, or let them go hungry…etc…as poor as I've always been I have helped many people get on their feet…I just took them in…so what Im getting at is I couldnt turn my son away…so on the first, I got my SSI, me and Gracie and Layne went and cashed it…found an RV park, gave them the 265.00 for the lot…came home started getting all my things out of the trailer…and getting it ready to move,,,it is real old, 1972…lol…its held together on a wing and a prayer, I probably said that wrong…I always mix up my metaphors…lol So, we are finally about done, got him some food, I'll have to take him to get a job, but maybe he'll be all right this time…I had to go to home depot because the power supply wasnt right for my plug…got back with an adapter…LMAO…totally the wrong one…started to go back and get the right one , when we were hit by a pretty crazy storm…So…I will finish all this moving business up tomorrow…and even though I'll be broke…I know I'll be able to sleep, because now I have done everything I can, and given all I own…and I am so very freakin' tired…but i think I have done the only thing I can and still live with myself…So I'll be back around plastering all your pages with cool graphics real soon…Once again, this is just an airing out of my emotions…Love and Light to you all…Shadowstorm