This morning I was tempted to get back into Wicca. I had my crystals out with intentions, and was listening to pagan music, and then suddenly I snapped out of it. What on earth am I doing? I wasn’t even enjoying it and the music was dark and dreary. I put the crystals away and went to the site where I get Catholic music (https://www.christiannetcast.com/listen/player.asp?station=wilb-ir) and asked God’s forgiveness. God is faithful, even when we are unfaithful. I immediately felt my spirit lift. The sun started to peek out from the clouds. What a moment when I realized that God loved me despite what I had begun to do. I’m glad I didn’t get sucked into witchcraft again.

Jesus saves, my friends. He IS the way.  I have had too many mystical experiences of Him to believe otherwise. I don’t get those experiences anymore, but I still feel His faithfulness. He has put a desire in my heart to know Him and love Him, and to follow Him always. It’s not easy, with mental illness and a sinful past, but He can do anything and I trust in that. Knowing Him brings freedom. I know a lot of people think Christianity is nothing but a bunch of “rules.” Do this, don’t do that. But when you get to know Jesus, it’s a delight to do His will because you know in your soul that it’s right.

I hope I can be faithful to Him, who loves me with an unfailing love. Amen.