I fear my family in my own way.

They scare me, in a strange way. I’m so scared of failing them, it paralyzes me sometimes.

I never tell them anything, just keep my smile as bright as possible.

I don’t like leaning on anybody, it makes me feel weak, since everyone in my family never does.

I always feel like I’m on eggshells, one wrong move and down I go.

I can’t spill all my guts out right now, I’m too used to keeping my layers of walls thick as a thousand trees and high as the skies.

Besides, I wouldn’t be able to think of everything, I have so many issues I was too scared to discuss.