Hi, So there is so many things i struggle with sadly, I just graduated Highschool, But the thing is, I battle depression, (M.d.d) and TW, I struggle with SH because its a thing I do to avoid numbness, And i struggle with addictions from smoking, I smoked weed so much and Nicotine. Its becoming to the point where even drinking alcohol isn’t enough. Iv had past attempts on yk.  to feel all that pain go away is sum else, But I’m entering adulthood I’m trying to move on in life, And live my life long dreams of being a motorcycle mechanic and get a house with my girlfriend yk etc etc. But sum times i fall into these derpessive episodes and i usually don’t know whats going on until the day after bc these episodes last days, to weeks.. and i only have one supportive person in my life and that’s my Girlfriend. My parents are drunks and could care less abt what happens to me so..Yea basically a jist of my life..

Thank you for listening

lots of love <3

Zeke