I really like my job. It's easy and it's not alot of work. Probably the worst part is having to sit down for 10 and a half hours a day, but besides that it's pretty good. The only problem is that I work with other people. I don't mind working with people, but I've always worked in customer service and whenever I talked with my coworkers it was about work and then turned to talking about other things. But where I work it's loud so it's hard to hear what the other person is saying; also, most of the people don't speak english; the english part doesn't bother me, but broken english mixed with loud machines makes it hard to understand what the person is saying and all for me.
Anyways, I'm naturally a quiet and shy person around new people. The people that I knew I was very close with and always loud and social and what-not, but I'd known those people since I had come to California or since middle school or high school and had become friends with them over the years. Whenever I don't really know anyone or have anything to say I just keep quiet, listen and do my work and help out others with their work when they need it and to me that all good. But I just get this feeling from everyone that they don't like me. And it doesn't help when they talk about me in spanish right in front of me. I just want to sit there and do my work, but everyone keeps saying that I look miserable; I'm sorry that when I'm focused I look miserable, but my face naturally doesn't go to a smile anymore.
So tomorrow I'm going to try to 'be nice' and 'happy' and 'social'. So we'll see how that goes.