I always feel super lonely while I’m surrounded by friends but do they actually like me or pretend to because they heard my sob story of a life? am I annoying? what does this person really think about me? I always overthink my friendships but they have stuck around for a while so I shouldn’t but it’s hard. I also overthink my relationships. this one guy I met thru mutual friends was like my dream guy. he was tall, handsome, sweet, and his smile was lovely. we talked for a while but he started to get distant because of the distance and was messing around with other girls. little did he know I had fallen in love with him because I thought he was my person and the fact I was easily won over due to my vulnerable state. after we talked it thru, I broke it off and started my journey to being okay again. It’s been about 4 months since then and I’m finally over him but one weekend I spent the night at my friend Maddi’s house with April and Marae and met this one kid on Omegle, I won’t say his name for privacy reasons so let’s call him Chris. well, we were chatting and really clicked, I have this thing for smiles and oh my his was beautiful but I got his snap and talked for a bit and were planning a trip for me to go where he lives or visa versa because we live close to 2,00 miles apart before I went to bed because at the time it was close to 3 am but every time I snap him he will leave me on open, I don’t know what to do or how to fix my luck. is it me being clingy or do I have to wait until the right person comes around?
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Xauura……
My daughter has experienced what you describe and after going through self reflection, therapy, etc….
She told me that she has to hold herself back mentally from getting too attached too fast and visualizing “forever” with someone who seems like he could be her type when she really don’t “know” the person.
Once, she realized her pattern and she reins herself back from falling into it, problem solved.
The “right person” will take the time to get know you slowly and won’t ever want to live without you. The thought of walking away from you without trying everything to make it work would be unthinkable is the man that you deserve.
Don’t settle for less. YOU are a prize!
Not your Mom I know but…