Okay, so I thought I felt bad yeserday. I feel worse today. Urgh! I feel like my depression is getting worse. My mum said earlier 'why do you always have a face on you, im sick of it'. So I turned around and said 'mum, I hate it when you say that, Or when you say I am grumpy. There is always a reason, You could just say whats wrong amber insted of yelling at me'. And all she said was, 'well, you do have a face on you'. That shows how much she understands. ZERO BLOODY PERCENT. She doesnt even care. The one time I tell her how im feeling and she throws it back at me. All I know is that it made me feel so much worse. I just feel like crying right now. I really do. And cuting. Crying and cutting. But I cant do either. I didnt get a very good sleep AGAIN last night. And I dont even feel like eating…usually I love to eat. And usually when i feel crap I over eat. Not under eat :/ I just really hate life. I am fed up of it. Feeling miserable ALL of the time. I dont know whetehr I should say to my mum that my depression is back, because I am tired of faking hapiness. BUt if I do, I think she will just flip. Or tell me not to be silly. Or send me to a stupid shrink. The therpist did not help last time, I dont think it is going to help again. I feel like i am having a break down, and no one can see it. I am going to my grandparents later, and as usual I am going to have to pretend to be happy. I really really hate myself right now. I really do. Life is just urgh. I am feeling so low, I dont know how to feel better again. I just wnat to be happy. But all I feel like doing right now is crying :'(
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Ummm….
MForeverChained, , Depression, Relationships, 1
So life is fine right now. I spent the day with my boyfriend. Shh… don't tell my mother though....
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For my Father
Crimson_Dynamo, , Depression, Addiction, Adoption, Anger, Child, Chronic Pain, Depression, Domestic Abuse, Grief, Hypnotherapy, Questions, Sleep Disorders, Therapy, 1
I miss my dad. I have been missing him ever since he day he climbed into a bottle. What...
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It would be really nice…
RebekkahJay, , Depression, OCD, Questions, Schizophrenia, 1
It would be really nice …….to be able to go out and be comfortable with myself. without questioning everything...
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Excerpt: 'Crazy Sexy Diet' by Kris Carr
betty2011, , Depression, Obesity, Sex Therapy, Stress, Weight Loss, 0
Excerpt: 'Crazy Sexy Diet' by Kris Carr Author Kris Carr Calls the American Diet Sad Jan. 18, 2011 —...
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Shit Keeps Hitting The Fan
soullessbvblover, , Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Depression, Self Esteem, 1
okay….so i'm like in rage mode right now. mom just got SENT home for something that was out of...
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Scared
GetBetter, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Relationships, Therapist, Therapy, Weight Loss, 2
I might not be in my house anymore My boyfriend and I live with his family and his mom...
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Nutrition & Exercise Help for Depression
mtm149, , Addiction, Anxiety, Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Weight Loss, 1
I’ve suffered with Depression and Anxiety my entire life and it’s been a struggle, at times I could barely...
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For Those Who Are Tired Of Living
lucky-lemons, , Anxiety, Depression, Teens, 1
Hello. I just want to say…I’m sorry you feel this way. I’ve been feeling like that too…for months now,...
a dear friend gave me a little advice…and maybe its not ganna work for you but…anythings worth a try at this point right…
one….exercise…clean….distract yourself
two….give yourself a break…
and i suggest finding that one thing whaterver comes to mind…and do it…distract yourself….be like dory off finding nemo….
just keep moving just keep moving..
sorry im not real wise but i know what you feel like…and after a wile it does ease up…you just got to make it through it…try like hell to just forgive yourself too
sorry if offended