Mood today is Fine. I am fine, i don’t know if i would call it happy, but fine is good.
I simply can’t believe that I was so worried about this course that I have to do. I had my first lesson today. When I was waiting to go in, I started talking to a girl, around my age, and got some info on the goings on with the course. She was nice. When I got into the classroom, it was relaxed and the room was set up in a conference style U shape. There were about 20 people in the group. At first I was feeling very awkward, but after about 15mins I had calmed down enough to actually take in what the trainer was saying.
I actually surprised myself and asked some questions in the class, and contributed. I’m proud of myself for doing that. I hope tomorrow goes just as well.
After the class I was going to catch the bus home, but instead I decided to meet mum in town after she finished work, and get a lift home with her. I had to wait about an hour in the car, so I layed down the seat and put in my ipod and acutally had a little nap. Strange place to be having a nap, in the middle of an inner city carpark, in a car. I don’t think anyone seen me, so thats a good thing.
We went to the local shopping centre and picked up some things to have a nice salad for dinner. The tempreture has been very hot today, and mum didn’t fancy actually cooking. I’m definatly not complaining however, as I love a salad. While we were out, my grandmother (who we had picked up on the way to the shopping centre) finally noticed that my hair was darker! Its only taken like 4 days! typical! She also noticed that It was straight, well at least she noticed that. We had a good laugh when I told her that I have dyed it her natural colour (Black), but now she has salt’n’Pepper going, with all the greys. 🙂 i managed to get an appointment at the hairdressers to have my hair cut on Saturday. I’m looking forward to that.
I didn’t sleep well last night. A mixture of the heat and me being paranoid about sleeping in, kept me waking up every half an hour or so. I’m hoping I will get some better sleep tonight.
I have a new insperation song. I was listening to it today. It sums up my love of music, as well as the hard times that I have gone through. Its acutally a love song I belive, but I find it insperational:
Rock N Roll Dreams Come true, By Meat loaf.
You can’t run away for ever
But there’s nothing wrong with getting a good head start
You want to shut out the night, you wnat to shut down the sun
You want to shut away the pieces of a broken heart
Think of how we’d lay down together
We’d be list’ning to the radio so loud and so strong
Ev’ry golden nugget coming like a gift of the gods
Someone must have blessed us when he gave us those songs
I treasure your love
I never want to lose it
You’ve been through the fires of hell, and I know you’ve got the ashes to prove it
I treasure your love
I want to show you how to use it
You’ve been through a lot of pain in the dirt, and I know you’ve got the scars to prove it
Remember everything that I told you, and I’m telling you again that it’s true
You’re never alone, ’cause you can put on the ‘phones,
and let the drummer tell your heart what to do
Keep on believing, and you’ll discover baby
There’s always something magic
There’s always something new
And when you really really need it the most, that’s when rock and roll dreams come through
The beat is yours for ever
The beat is always true
And when you really really need it the most, that’s when rock and roll dreams come through,
for you
[Instrumental bridge]
Once upon a time was a backbeat
Once upon a time all the chords came to life
And the angels had guitars even before they had wings
If you hold onto a chorus you can get through the night
I treasure your love
I never want to lose it
You’ve been through the fires of hell, and I know you’ve got the ashes to prove it
I treasure your love
I want to show you how to use it
You’ve been through a lot of pain in the dirt, and I know you’ve got the scars to prove it
Remember everything that I told you, and I’m telling you again that it’s true
You’re never alone, ’cause you can put on the ‘phones,
and let the drummer tell your heart what to do
Keep on believing, and you’ll discover baby
There’s always something magic
There’s always something new
And when you really really need it the most, that’s when rock and roll dreams come through
The beat is yours for ever
The beat is always true
And when you really really need it the most, that’s when rock and roll dreams come through,
For you!
(The beat is yours for ever. That’s when rock and roll dreams come through)
[Repeat to fade]
