I wish i still had someone to talk to about all my problems someone to go to when i got abused. Someone to tell when i was hurting someone to care when my life went to shit. Im not in school my family wants me dead my friends are all gone and i never see my cat because its too hard to live while being around the family…. Hell my mom just jumps to insulting me in any convo we have its terrible only people showin they care is my ild stepdad that moved back to alabama because my mom dumped him for some guy she flirted with online throughout the whole marriage i got called a skank because i lived with my bf but she can basically cheat on her husband and thats alright? Seems legit… I wish i was dead… Then shed never ve a problem again and maybe then shed realize how shitty shes being to me. Shell still forget me fast but for the first day or two shell feel bad i guess. Idk doesnt matter anymore… She doesn’t care ig neither do i. Im almost 17 thats one year away for getting the fuck out of here forever never looking back….never seeing her again of course ill get my little brother but not see my mother never… Ever ever. Also… Im hoping to patch things up with an old friend i need her and i hope she beeds me shes been here since forever and i really miss her and i know she misses me since weve started talking a little theres no chance in me finishing school though so im a failure anyways i feel sick today so i guess ill just lay down and sleep hopefully forever and ever hope everyonr else it ok