Where  to begin ? LoL well. Most of you know I lost my dad who was the light of life on June 4th 2009. I have been sick ever since with the candida infection,I don't know how many of you know what that infection is or what it is about. Its a very confusing infection and for  those with anxiety and panic attacks such as myself will get this infect and side effects very severely. Its been going on 2 months now with this infection and it's very hard to fight alone and thats what I do fight it alone.The doctors had me on the antifungal fluconazole 150 mg every 3 days and then they changed it to 100 mg of fluconazole everyday for 3 weeks but inbetween I have gotten fearful of taking it and I stopped because I feel really whacked out and it gets worse with each pill I take so I am hoping it goes away just staying on the candida diet. I have lost 45 lbs now and I no long eat anything with sugar,carbs,glutin,or wheat but yes I am very hungry take all of those away and what is there to eat. I have bouts of crying spells all the time even if someone were to say hello to me sometimes I cry. I am hoping that I get rid of this soon,my sinuses get 100% clogged at night and early afternoon and I get afraid of everything and anything.

I got this infection from being misdiagnosed 2 times in the same week by 2 different doctors and I was put on 2 different antibiotics and they were very strong so i took tons of antibiotics in 2 weeks until i was correctly diagnosed with the candida infection because i woke up after I took the last antibiotic with a completely white mouth,tongue,sides of my mouth,roof and gums and a very very bad taste in my mouth and smell things that are not there and have been called crazy because of it. I have lost a bunch of real life friends in 2 months because I have mood swings and can cry at the drop of a hat. I am looking for online friends to chat with anytime day or night I get very scared so please be patient with me. Yes I am totally going through this alone and I am scared.

Take care everyone sorry this is so long I just needed to vent.

Tam xx