I need out. I can’t keep doing this but I’m scared to go. What if they find me? What are they going to do to me? I know they’ll look for me but if they succeed my life is over. CPS won’t do shit and they already think I’m a liar. I have gotten so many offers from people I know to be taken in and their homes are so much more peaceful than mine; their parents so much kinder and understanding. I have to leave. If they find me I’ll leave again. By next year, they won’t be able to do anything to me legally, but I have to make it until then. I need to stay alive until I can finally be free from their toxic bullshit. I’m leaving and I’ll make it out. Anxiety and fear be damned.