Epiphany for the day… whenever I'm feeling lonely, or lost, without love, I can just turn around and there is plenty, always. Available if you want to take the time…

Just this morning my dog Biscuit saw me walk in Jim's room first thing while everyone was still sleeping in there, and he smiled at me with one eye, it was almost laughing, glad to see me… but still in sleepy mode…

There was some love for me! I reach down to hug his doggie shoulders, and he made a little groaning noise, like a teenager might make whenever Mom gets affectionate…

But there was the love, I felt it, totally, coming from him. It was good, sufficient, I am stronger now. I can look down at my little baby pepper seedlings, and the teeny tiny eucalyptus sprouts, only 5 of them, trying so hard to live out their true destiny and become a nice tree for the farm out here… and I feel love for them, really! Like a proud parent!

I get love from people I meet on the net all the time. My best friends are by far, the ones I have common interests with, and the distance is just a thing…. I am always here, for anyone, remember Dear Abby? like that! Just write me a question or a problem, I am more than willing to give you honest, yet kind and understanding ideas and opinions that might help… Just saying…

So thanks again for reading about my dog I want to adopt… pray my ship comes in by 11 a.m. hahaha – The Bastrop Animal Control on Cool Water needs $75 I don't have to get this little innocent dog out…. I feel it's up to me… but I am ready for what the universe gives out here… I've been waiting for her for over two years now… Maybe I can't buy a 1000 pound horse that will require 100 a month just for hay… one more pooch around the home, hopefully one that won'f bond with Jim and fall in love with him, so I can sleep with this one… hahhaha MY DOG!!!! We will have to wait… to see…. so remember my epiphany of today.. love is everything and everywhere, it is never denied. The only person holding us back is ourselves…

I'm going to let myself off the hook, always trying to be the nicest person, never saying anything too brutal or unkind, at least I try. But the new Ellowynne is different. She is fierce, she is all-seeing, she can take most anything and only fight that much harder, Ell is me! I am bold, I have a voice, and I know that love was always there for me, I just wasn't ready yet.

So if you are looking for love, looking for a close friend, find them in a class, in a place where there can be commonalities, somewhere to start from. For me, I just want to save a life… one worth saving, as they all are…

Peace and love to you, friend or foe… hahaha Keep it right, Keep On Keepin' On – that's a rap… over and out…