am still feeling nothingness, but the more I live and the more I cut, I just keep getting closer to a life without any Emotions or thoughts. Am already like a Zombie, feeling nothing but only Hungry for a life. I want my life back, I want to get better, and be Happy, but i don’t know what Happiness is anymore. I can’t get back to my normal life because I have become so emotionless that I have forgotten how to be Happy, sad, angry, scared, or even loneliness. I just keep falling into the Hole that i have dug for myself.