So my best friend (19F) and I (21M) just made a suicide pact… We’ve had alot
Of mental and physical struggles over time but the last two years have been rough and i dont know what to do. Long story short, i totaled my car, then the next year i got arrested, last winter i failed out of school, and this summer i quit my job and all ive been doing is sleeping, crying, and planning my death.

She doesnt like her family living situation at all but she is dreading school even more. She doesnt feel that close to her roommates anymore after becoming pretty depressed this spring and she has also been planning her suicide all summer. She feels that she cannot physically go to school but her dad wont let her stay home because he wants her to stay in school and both of her grandparents are supposed to move into her house when she moves out for college because they arent doing well health wise. Her moms house she wont even consider because her mom was physically and mentally abusive to her when she was little. Her mom is much more normal now but once she left her moms house a few years ago she said she was never going to live there again.

I really dont know what to do she’s really set on ending it this summer and i want to make a plan to get us both healthy. Our self images of ourselves is so messed up we both have 0 confidence or hope in the future and its really hard for me to back out of this pact even though i would probably rather make a plan to get healthy i just dont see any other options please give me advice we have like a week left