It’s not fair. It’s not fair. It’s not fucking fair. I wish he would stay out of my life, I want to go away, I want to run away, I want to stick a gun down my throat, I want to pull the trigger and never return. I hate my Dad. He’s so controlling and pissy all the time just because I’m a fucking retard who is STRUGGLING and he isn’t trying to SUPPORT me. He just wants me to get the fucking work done, all he wants me to do is be smart. It’s not fucking fair… If only he understood how painful it was, how much I need that damn thing… All my friends know how suicidal I am… I just wish he would stop being just a bitch. He thinks he’s so in control of my life that I’m on the brink of destroying the clean streak… I’ve been self-harm-free for around a year, and then he runs in and ruins my life…
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Making Me Ill
deidrexx, , Depression, Depression, Sleep Disorders, Therapist, 0
I feel like life is making me ill, although the truth is I am making myself ill. I am...
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Suffocation and Loneliness
OrangeTree, , Anxiety, Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Bipolar, Depression, Grief, Sleep Disorders, Therapist, 1
I haven’t written here in a long time but I think it’s alright now. A summary of what’s been...
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Why do things happen?
MUSIClub101, , Depression, Anger, Domestic Abuse, Emotional Abuse, 1
Everyday, I sit in class rooms with the same people, hearing the same gossip, hearing the same hate thrown...
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None
lucyhemms, , Depression, Depression, 0
~~Yet again I’m left in my room crying alone giving up on my family my mother the bitch I...
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Some Instructions for Surviving Panic Attacks
The Colourful One, , Anxiety, Anxiety, 1
Who’s afraid of a panic attack? I like to think I am stronger than that First come the...
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Too Immersed In Memories
sadviolinist, , Depression, Anxiety, Bipolar, Career, Child, Depression, Parenting, Therapist, 1
For some reason today feels like it's been a failure for me and I'm not certain as to why....
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My self depreciating confession
grandweasel, , OCD, OCD, 2
Uuuhhhhhhh, bare with me while I unburden my soul to anyone who might want to read about it. First...
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Bait the God
seekandconstruct, , Depression, Domestic Abuse, 0
My chest never stops hurtingEven when the heart has stopped beatingThe relentless feelingof a never ending pain and the...