Gosh, it seems life has always come at me so fast…and I'm used to it…but sometimes i just wish it would slow down a little…its never been smooth sailing around me…situations fall on top of my head and a decision has to be made right now…sometimes there a a couple of roads to choose…but mostly there is no choice..so many times in my life I've had about 5 or 10 minutes to make a choice…many times there is no choice…it has been decided by some higher power…which I take to mean this is a situation I am meant to go thru…yet another learning experience…I try to be strong and wear a big brave smile…everyone around me needs me to be strong…no time for feeling sorry for myself…but thats not my style anyway…I have 5 or 6 kinds of decisions to make right now…I am undecided…but i know when it comes down to it the choice will come easily from my lips…as if its been there all along….LOL…maybe my spirit guide whispers in my ear while I sleep…maybe Mother God comes to me in Dreams…Father keeps a watch over it all…I think with a tiny smile on his face…as he already knows I can be quite comical in the darkest times of my life…So, this is just to let ya'll know that if I'm not being quite my self…it's just that I have some heavy choices to make…and please don't mistake this note as a call for sympathy,,,because it is not…it is just a way to clear my mind…I have to talk things out…so there is room for the answers to come…but I do want to tell ya'll that I am so happy I was guided to this site…to meet so many lovely people,,,and for a place I might be of some help to people…with my own different perspective…Love & Light to all of you…Shadowstorm
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A Detective Story Part 2: Suspect Dead
kirkie8, , HIV or Aids, Lesbian, Gay, LGBTQ, Relationships, Sex Therapy, 0
I have finally came to the conclution of this story. The poor suspect is dead. I was with my...
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kirkie8, , HIV or Aids, Depression, 0
Crazy I may be,Yes, crazy, I am.Crying for reasonsThe same then and now.My love is a curseYes, this is...
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OMG I HATE ALGEBRA
lisa218, , HIV or Aids, Sleep Disorders, 0
I am so disgusted , first I have been so so sick with the Flu for a week straight...
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My Friday the 13th OMG! Guys if you are sensitive to women functions don't read!
Apple71, , HIV or Aids, Child, Medication, 3
Ok tribers I had the most typical Friday the 13th. BAD BAD BAD!I am not superstitious or anything like...
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Cinciskeet, , HIV or Aids, Career, 0
When we are young, we can't wait to be 16,18, 21. Then you get my age,66, and time seems...
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The Hills Are Alive With Pos Peds! (April 6, 2008)
cmr_alc7, , HIV or Aids, Anxiety, Sleep Disorders, 0
Perfectly named ride care of Brenny P!! I decided to take on the HUGE, ENORMOUS challenge of ALL CHALLENGES...
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lisa218, , HIV or Aids, 0
Well yesterday went great at school , I think I am finally getting the Algebra thing , I am...
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1 Year ago TODAY! The moment my whole life changed-
NattyChris, , HIV or Aids, Anger, Anxiety, Child, Religion, Suicide, 0
Blessings all, Please understand that this is likely the hardest post for me to write in this blog. Reliving...
Hello Sweet Lady, everytime you write to me you touch my heart…I am the oldest of 8 kids…lol I can remember feeding my sister pickles, and giving the other a bottle, before I walked to school for kindergarten…lol…My stepmother raised us more than my mom…and it was when I was so little, that i had answers come to me or someone whispered in my ear…I think because My stepmother was a split personality…one was strict and motherly, the other dangerous and abusive and cruel…it seems all i ever did was clean house and raise kids…and that isnt the half of it…if they did anything wrong or got hurt,,, it was me that got hurt for it…it was a hard childhood…and very sheltered…so when I did get out in the world,,I made so many mistakes…lol and trusted so many…one of the things I like about you and Kim and some of the others is that we share a spirituality,,,and our faith is complete…it is so comforting to find likeminded people finally…I am just so very happy I met you…Love, Cindy