Spent a majority of the day yesterday in a bored funk. Didn't feel like doing much of anything and even if I did, no money to go and do it. Bah! Story of my life.
Curious as to how the day shall go. I am going to drag myself out of the house in less than an hour to walk & then I'll be off to work. Not looking forward to work. The Dr. that I typically work with is back from vacation. It's been nice & quiet without him around. Although, I do have to admit, it's been a bit dull too. While he is probably the neediest of the 6 dr's in the practice, and the most tempremental….he at least keeps me busy and the day goes quickly.
Perhaps part of my weekend blahs have to do with routine? I was pondering yesterday why the last couple weekends have been so ho-hum. Is it that we've been so run-go-do with the weekends prior? I've nothing to look forward to and then don't know what to do with myself? It's not like there isn't anything to do around the house. Goddess knows there are a zillion things that ought to be done.
I think of all the things that ought/need to be done and I get overwhelmed at where I should start. I also wonder what's the point since it'll be undone in a short time with all the animals/people in the house.
I seem to have a love/hate relationship with my routine. I get up, I go walk, I go to work. Wednesdays after work J & I golf. Thursday after work I have weigh in. I go home, have dinner, watch tv with J and then I'm usually in bed before 9. Get up before 5 am and start it all over again.
I like that I have a routine, something I can count on. But on the other hand….SSDD. I am slightly bored of it. I look forward to golf Wednesday nights as I get to spend a couple hours with J, no kids. I look forward to weigh-in Thursdays…..not 100% sure why. LOL Progress that I have made perhaps. A chance to see people I don't usually see? Funny were it that as I don't really have anyone I would consider a "friend" there. Familiar friendly faces.
There are a lot of familiar friendly faces in my life, now that I think of it. Would I consider some of them friends? Probably…….chit/chat socialize friends. None that have a clue what's really been rambling on in my head. Heck, I don't even think that J has a clue. I'm not sharing. He'll want to "fix" it and truth be told….he can't. I also don't want him feeling guilty.
Fodder for another day. I must get myself and things together for walking & work.