So I am 47 years old, and feel as though I am only alive to keep the wife and family supplied with money…and to be a wipping boy for each of them….I have four boys which range from 16 years old to 23 years old. They all still live with me. I resieve nothing from them except hard times and reasons for being deppressed. My wife and I have been married for 24 years, which have been very hard…she is basically living proof that a woman can spend as much money as she can and do what ever she wants to do without reprecussions from me… SHe has slept around on me, and treated me as though I am less than human for so many years that I feel as though I should never have gotten marrie to her or anyone for that matter…I have nothing to show from her except the four boys….I am Mormon…and so is she so I thought…but shortly after we were married she started to show how numb she is to anyone….It has been about 6 years since we have had sex, and I feel as though there is nothing to do but die..in order to get out of this bad situation…She thinks she is always right…yet for any one who knows anything about life they know she is only in this relationship because she is afraid of being alone…I am down…and feel that I cannot be the happy person which I have been before I married her because she is always right…and I know nothing…even though I have a good job which provides the support for this family..I am in college to get my degree in business, I have operated heavy equipment, trucks, battle tanks, now I am a safety professional who writes reports, does inspections, and writes policies and proceedures…So I have the ability to learn and grow in almost everything I set out to learn…I am capable of doing many things…yet she seems to think I know nothing..and do nothing…She has been through several jobs and cannot keep them because the people are being mean to her she says…Mostly I believe that they told her she was not right so they are being mean….I need to  get out before I am no longer