If you do not have the understanding of respect for all beings, it might be wise to consider more carefully with whom you decide to pick a fight. I love that you craved my attention so much that you created a whole intense scenario that has evidently spanned some years… and yet so interesting that you have absolutely no idea who I am or who you are talking to.
Sometimes in "real" life, people have things they must do. I would think a married man such as yourself would understand this concept. I have enough challenges just taking care of myself and managing an animal rescue, not to mention running the farm, a small busines and building an organic garden, without too much help overall. It's my path and I embrace it wholly! <3
So I will try to apologize for cutting you off at the knees, at it were, you simply caught me in a very no nonsense kind of mood. I have great respect for your tenacity, I'll give you that I just have not one extra available minute beyond what I have offered you here, to join into the group or plane that you enhabit. Remember, that is your journey.
I hope you will take my suggestion and next time approach a member of the depression tribe that you do not know with a little more care and respect. All the tantrums in the world will not easily force my hand. But in all honesty, I felt guilty earlier for coming at you in my message like a pissed off viking. So for my own evolution and the overall peace of the planet, I hope you will heed my advice and try to find something to actually "Do." You might be surprised what getting up off your couch and actually doing something constructive could produce in your life. If you did, I doubt seriously that you'd have time yourself for high drama in the virtual world on a depression site.
I'm sorry, but this old bird is laughing her ass off. Go figure…