Like
Burning everything you’ve ever known
With damaged thoughts inside in your head
Sometimes wishing your mind lay dead
Feeling voids of incomplete
Bruise and broken; without much sleep
Haunting ‘til your mind blacks out
Filled your hopes and dreams with doubt
Echoes shouting into you
Extreme effects loud noises brew
A distraction from the loneliness
Static fused to reminisce
Quick escape from tortured minds
Don’t be afraid what’s left behind
Excuses fall apart and bleed
Lying will not control this creed
Stop-way signs and warning pleas
Drowning in the deepest seas
Draining all the ache inside
Years deceived they both let hide
Details all play out you see
Emotions get the best of me
Manipulate us to the grave
Nothing more that love can save
Ingesting all that I can take
Verbal poison’s your mistake
Urge to heave so I can’t feel
Numbing pain with liquid sin
Sense and dollars down the drain
I just don’t want to feel this pain
Too much drama, too much pride
Morals and values ceased and died
Torn between neutral pink and blue
Experiencing life just to get through
A pile of pain; raining blood
Anger heated; thick as mud
Growing up; living a war
Fearing outcomes; more and more
Sun through moon; another shield
Breaking up what’s been concealed
Building walls of hurt and rage
Poured my heart out on this page
When all exposed been said and done
Bury it down beneath your crown
Force a smile; turn away
And move on forward like it’s another day