So I have an eating disorder. I am anorexic and bulimic Honesty it’s really hard on my body. I feel tired and sluggish all the time and my vitamins in my body are all messed up and i’m anemic now. Plus I have to drink protein shakes and Gatorade all the time because I’m lacking enough nutrition to function.

I’m going through recovery right now it’s one of the hardest things i have ever had to do. Iv been in recovery since april of this year. I still find myself watching how much I eat and I still don’t eat much but I am eating more than I was and I don’t make myself throw up anymore well I don’t do it every time I eat. I’m still obsessed with how much I weigh and how I look but I keep reminding myself that what I look like does not matter. I don’t really believe it but I still tell myself of it every day.