I’m living a lie in between the lines
Entrapped in a darkness so dark there’s no sky
My anorexia and bulimia are always by my side
A black hole, my existence is hard to define

It feels like I’m double chained, no keys in sight
My eating disorder is a painful plight
I feel so guilty, breaking my own heart
Trapped and exhausted, soul withering apart

Emotionally worn out from the tolls that this takes
But I can’t break through, the stakes are too great
The cost of this battle has left me withered and weak
The war-torn barrier I cannot seem to break

Life has become a despotic state
An addiction that’s drown out my mental state
An uncontrollable roller coaster of fear and hate
My anorexia and bulimia, I try to break the gate