I don’t really know how to start this , I’m a 15 year old girl who thinks theres nothing left to life. I’m so thankful I have friends and family to support me by giving me advice and always being there for me but I just thought id join this group because itll be nice to talk to people whos going through the same things as me..

ive had depression pretty much since i was 14 , it started from my nan dying from copd and cancer … shortly after my nan passed , i would cry at night and stopped eating as much as i would’ve when she was alive , i lost all apetite and that’s when i started loosing a lot of weight , my mum got worried and started to make sure i was eating. things got on track .. and that’s when i started getting hate from a girl who lives on my street. she said sent me threatening messages one night and i got very scared and plucked up the courage to talk to my mum about it … my mum then rang the police as threatening behaviour and stuff like that … the police then got involved and the girl found out and things got more serious .. she got her boyfriend involved and things escalated . every night i would cry myself to sleep until one day my mum came in my room and said shes been listening to me everynight … i told her i didnt want to live anymore … she contacted my school the morning after. she now knows im suicidal and so does the school , i just want someone who understands what im going through to message me , if anyone wants to message me feel free , i like giving advice and i like recieving it aswell  🙂 x