I’ve always knew I was different. I just didn’t know how or why, I just knew I was. I was always sheltered. I didn’t even know what the word gay meant, let alone know that I was gay. I found out about the LGBT community in 7th grade. After then I explored some online stuff and when I got to high school I thought that I might have been bi. I told my family a few months after. Then sometime after I got a girlfriend then after she cheated on me and then broke up with me, I stopped thinking about my love life and sexuality. The next year, my sophomore year, I figured out I was gay, that year I was making new friends so that helped me come to terms with it. Towards the end of the year, I got the guts to tell my mom and it later caused me to feel like my family did not accept me so I ended up with depression. I am still struggling with my family but that does not really bother me anymore.
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Truth in my own Hell
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There is a truth I’ve known but is so difficult to swallow every time I am reminded. The truth...
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Emotional Abuse from Parents
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First off I want to let ya\’ll know I am using a few sites. First…… emotional abuse. One site...
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Falling Apart at the OB’s Office
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17 weeks pregnant and baby's fine. The baby should now be almost five inches long and weigh about three...
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None
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It's getting so hard to do this, just living every day. I wake up hating the day and I...
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Time
SeiZa, , Depression, Anxiety, Career, Relationships, 2
We all have our monsters, our demons or our so-called dark side. Sometimes we even let them get the...
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Random thoughts..
scnightowl, , Depression, Anger, Career, Depression, OCD, 1
I can feel things beginning to fall apart again. I think I have as close as I can get...
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My E-Dairy Part 11
SerialSade, , Depression, Sleep Disorders, 1
I'm optomisticaly fearful today. I looked at an apartment with my mother, and it was so far so good....
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Decay
Inkyjet, , Depression, 1
As the days go by I grow weaker and weaker I watch the vines Like beautiful twisting snakes As...