Sorry, I seem to keep bitching about stuff but I dont know what to do. On Wednesday I was called into HR yet again, but this time I was fired.

It goes back to August when I found out I was HIV positive. I disclosed to my work even though I didnt have to. I really did feel this was the responsible thing to do because as an RN I work closely with patients who are recovering from strokes and ortho surgeries. And because I had an incident where a patient threw himself backwards causing me to be injured, thankfully no blood was shed. But all I could think about was what if when I hit my head I had started bleeding, this would have put my CNA and my patient at risk. So me being me, I disclosed. What a big mostake. All of a sudden med errors against me began popping up, they even tried writing me up for a med that is given by the respiratory department, then came the multiple offers to knock me down to part time for "health reasons". When I refused a patient complaint against me popped up, and I was suspended. Then another one. Then they are saying I gave the wrong insulin to a patient (The write up was written up December 3, for the "error" which occured December4) THen there is the med error in which I never gave a patient any of her meds(again the write up was dated December 3 for the "error" dated November 11) Hello, I was never working that day. When I told them this they verbally changed the date to November 21, a day that I was working, but the write up clearly states November 11. My supervisor said that it took so long to bring up that med error because the lady from HR was on vacation, but that at this time they feel I am too unsafe to continue workiing on my unit and they terminated me. If they felt that way, why was I allowed to continue working until this past Wednesday????? Nope both myself and the union feel that I am being targetted because of my status. The union is trying to fight this but im still out of a job, and who is gonna hire me now. Not only this but as the meeting was concluded they told me they were still trying to decide wether or not to go after my nursing license. All i ever wanted to be was a nurse, i worked so long and hard to become an RN, and here a year and a half after becoming one, I might lose my dream. I dont know what to do. What will I be if not a nurse???? I dont want to lose my dream because im HIV positive, but it looks like its a possibility.