Wow, to begin with, I am a survivor with baggage and issues. I am a mother of a murder daughter, son that has nothing to do with me since his sister died 19 years ago, husband left me also. Remarried years later, 6 months later, my husband died. Dec 9, 2014 ruptured brain aneurysm, now sister,boyfriend say everything is my fault, i need meds,which i have been on. They called me vile names and for safety reasons I moved 3000 miles away leaving everything behind
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Black Ick
ashescapist, , Depression, Addiction, Career, Depression, Religion, Sleep Disorders, Therapist, 0
I'm just existing. I realize now what I've been feeling lately. I've been feeling terribly lonely, yes. But I...
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Do I Have To Kill Myself Before They’ll Help Me????
Louisiana1976, , Depression, Bipolar, Career, Depression, Medication, Questions, Religion, Self Esteem, Sex Therapy, Sleep Disorders, Stress, Therapist, Therapy, 1
"They" refers to the Human Service Center in Peoria, Illinois. Monday morning I first called the local mental health...
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Nothing Wants To Go My Way!!
DarkHollywood, , Depression, Career, Relationships, 0
We’re in danger of losing our house and we’re dealing with an attorney’s office to renegotiate our mortgage. We...
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Sleeping Sickness
eyelashes, , Anxiety, Questions, Sleep Disorders, 0
There's a song called "Sleeping Sickness" by City and Colour. The first time I heard it, I broke down...
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Don''t want to be me
nicole0907, , Depression, Anxiety, Career, Chronic Pain, Depression, Grief, Parenting, Relationships, Suicide, 1
I’ve been thinking about taking an OD all day long. I just don’t see anyway out, I don’t want...
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Update on how I've been (It's been awhile)
SarahSue62, , Depression, Domestic Abuse, Emotional Abuse, Relationships, Stress, 1
So, it's been months since I've been active with this community. I guess I'm the kind of person that...
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4.
StefaniePaige, , Depression, Anxiety, Career, Depression, 1
This is it. So, I'm going to do my best for this to be my last negative blog post...
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Day Programs and Hospitals
seekandyoushallfind, , Anxiety, Hoarding, Medication, Suicide, Therapist, Therapy, 0
So I went to the day program that following Tuesday. It was an amazing program. My case manager, Doug,...
Sometimes a fresh start is the best thing you can do for yourself. The best family is the one you choose to build around yourself and Friendsgiving is way better than regular Thanksgiving. I am sorry that death has impacted your life so much, but here you are in spite of it. I wish you the best.