I have water. I have canned food. I have extra cat food. I have a couple of candles and my phone is on the charger. I am not unprepared but I feel like the added snow emergency is making me feel even more isolated than usual. I mean, I feel stuck in my house enough as it is but this white blanket of icy misery is a visual barrier between me and the rest of the world. I feel like I am in the middle of a barren tundra, the last person on earth. I always felt inconvenienced by snow but now I just really dislike it.
Warmer weather is the sign of hope I am waiting for. With warmer weather my friend Rosy promised to help me get my drivers lisence. I have an irrational fear of going to the BMV(DMV). Same with hospitals, car dealerships, and anyplace else involving paperwork and documentation. Maybe because I feel like a fraud all the time.
Stay safe everyone. Drive carefully, have a backup store of water, and try to think happy thoughts. My heart is with all the other people feeling alone right now.