wow, it's been almost a year since I wrote a blog of any kind. Now, really, should I be writing in the mood I'm in? Sure, why the hell not….?!?!?!

I have been having some pretty horrific headaches lately. I need a distraction. So this would be it for now. Getting whatever thoughts I could possibly squeeze between the wall and shield of 'aches'. I read something, ah yes, now I remember, a forum post about reading other folks' posts and getting depressed after reading their sad stories. I have to admit, after being a member for as long as I have, I don't read near as many 'blogs' as I used to. I'm not even sure how to respond anymore. Some I find to be a lot of blather, some are just so very sad that I weep for them…not even knowing if the story they are sharing is real or not. When I feel down, or more down than is usual for me, I do not read other people's blogs/forums. I skim the titles usually to see if it is a good idea to read or not. If I'm not sure, I won't read it. I also have decided there are some people who write blogs that really need to write a personal journal instead of throwing their 'stuff' out there for the world to read. I guess a blog is a little like posting to facebook, the world can see it, anyone who really wants to read it can do so, interesting stuff really.

To each their own though.

You are your own keeper, your own filter.

I went through a boat load of pictures that I've been 'saving' for years it would seem. Think I'll post a couple of them. Will likely get me in trouble…but alas, what doesn't get me in trouble?

This isn't a dating site…amazing, huh? DT doesn't stand for 'Dating Tribe', although it might be something the 'founders' might wish to look into since they are full of marketing ability. Just add it as another link at the bottom of the page so that people can hook up properly. Not have to go through the bullshit of being 'depressed' or being 'in crisis' to get the attention a person seeks. Oh wow that's going to get a few eye brows raised and hackles up, I can almost hear the angry clicking of keys now… 'This IS a site for depression' or 'If I'm in crisis..<enter argument here>…..'. There are probably some better 'arguments' out there than my head can come up with at this moment.

One question people might have is, do YOU suffer from depression? Why, yes, yes I do. Among other things, now that's an interesting subject I won't bother going into this time. I also suffer from a severe case of not giving a shit about some things that are less than trivial. Who's to say what's trivial…well, if I think it's trivial, then I'll likely ignore it and move on. That may be rude to you, but there's not a lot you can do about that now is there? Take me off your friends list, tell TribeMod/WebTribes I'm a horrible person that needs to be deleted, someone's bound to hear you if you yell loud enough.

YAWN…the headache is back a little stronger than before. I think I'll go lay down now that I've pissed off some readers. I can say this, if you are offended by this, simply walk on. Ignore what I have to say and chalk it up to another blog that just irritated the shit out of you. Your responses are duly noted as heated conversation starters. I'll withhold my responses to your responses until the headache subsides a little more so I don't get into more trouble….shame on me.