I'm  ashamed to say that I just deleted all of my [marked] "new" comments, to clean up everything, considering a lot of the unreplied/unread comments were weeks old. I formally apologize for any inconveinence, and for my selfishness. From here on out, I'll reply comments and hopefully keep any new conversations up to date.

To dream that you are combing, stroking or styling your hair: A more literal interpretation suggests your concerns about your self-image and appearance. 
Ha.

For the past month or so, I've been having two dreams:

The first dream is always a day out of school…Perhaps the first day…or just a random day. Each dream has a different school [an old school from Nebraska, or my newer school here in Texas.] and each dream has a different mixture of familiar Nebraska/Texas people.

Alternatively, a dream that takes place in school may be a metaphor for the lessons that you are learning from your waking life. You may be going through a "spiritual learning" experience. '

[Which makes sense in the current state of my mentality and morals.]

The second dreams have a similar idea:

In which I, a 15 year old girl, am having intercourse with men that are much older, perhaps in their 30's, 40's, or 50's. [Many of them tend to have beer guts.] e_e

They're not nightmares, I don't feel a sense of fear in them. And the sex is voluntary, as if I'm not to disinterested in the idea.

Two nights ago, I dreamt that I voluntarily had sex with my father, which makes me shiver at the thought.

It's irritating. My "sex dreams" aren't sexy or interesting…they're gross and ashaming.

I thought I confronted my demon, but I suppose it makes sense that the battle isn't over yet.

Going in with my new mindset,

I've taken on the theory that true happiness is found when you take happiness out of your heart and give it to others who need it. Volunteer work, here I come. I've asked some seniors about information for my local area's volunteer work, including age requirements and websites.

Time to get to work.

Have a great week, everybody. 🙂