Last night I started feeling the awful dark cloud coming. It took me a very long time to fall asleep too. As always I tried all the things that I know to try and fight the dark.

To my pleasant surpise I woke without the dark cloud. I am not sure that has ever happened before. Normally when it comes I am stuck with it for a very long while. Yay!

Since waking I have been pretty productive which is good. In recent months I have not been and am behind in many areas of my life. There is a very strong amount of frustration today though. Mostly around my son. He has an easy time in school if he wants to put forth a little effort. However recently he has decided that school is not worth his effort. I have been attempting to motivate him alone. My husband seems to have decided to fight to keep our family together (again, yay!) and so I let him know of my frustration and the problemsour son has been having. He is willing to take an interest in this and it does relieve my frustration a bit as well as give me hope for our marriage.

So I am still a bit frustrated but I do feel better and I have a tiny bit of hope as well. All in all, an extremely rare good day for me. Thats two or three in a row now 🙂 Maybe I can make them a habit!

I should go run errands today but with all the snow and internal wars I just cant seem to get it together. Maybe I will plan to go after dinner or go early tomorrow morning. Let myself just bask in the fact that I somehow turned the dark cloud away. If I can do it once, I can do it again. 🙂