So i don't know why I am writing this… I guess I am just bored. Although I did have a question at the same time… So all day I had a pop-tart (just one) during second period. That's like 11ish I think… Nothing else until I got home. I had two tiny star crunches (candy). I've had nothing sense. I was just wondering, is that bad? I haven't really had anything to drink either… so basically I've had A pop-tart and two tiny star-crunches…. I feel like that's bad.
Just a clarification, I don't consider myself anorexic. Some of my friends think that I am though…. I don't eat much, I guess. Breakfast is a rarity, mainly because I wake up late and then have to leave for school but even on the weekends I don't usually eat breakfast because I sleep till noon. Lunch is also a rarity… i can't buy the lunch at school because my mother insists that we are broke. I have no time to fix myself a lunch and even when i do I usually don't fix it. too many bologna sandwiches ya know? I have gone accusm to no eating breakfast or lunch. A meal that I usually eat is dinner but some night I don't even eat that… I feel like there are people in worst situations then me that ARE anorexic. I am not one of those people. I was just wondering if my diet was unhealthy for me. Don't ask me why i decided to ask it on here…. I like a lot of opinions…
Winter Break is coming up (meaning so is finals). I so excited (sarcasm!). I don't want it to come because then I can't see my BF for a least a week…. That will be torture! Sigh…. But I can't wait till Christmas!!!! Super excited… still have to think about what to get my BF and how…. So many things to do, so little time…
*Smile*
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I think you know that's not healthy , that's why u asked .
I'm 29 now and overweight but when I went to shool I would never eat breakfast , I think I never had time or couldn't be bothered that early . I also would never eat at shcool because I always felt people were judging me if I ate anything as if I shouldn't be . I was teased for being fat even though looking bak I wasn't at all. I never saw myself as hvng a eating problem , I was fine with eating when I got home from school at 3.30.
Is it healthy? No . But it's not going to kill you if you do it either
Depending on your physical self, going without eating isn't horrific, however because of your age and your mental demands, you need a regular caloric intake to help keep you balanced and functioning correctly. Make your lunch the night before and put a breakfast snack in the bag to grab on your dash to school. I myself don't feel hunger and find that I force myself to eat to stay healthy and handle work/school/family needs. I find that if I go for days eating minimal calories, my performance suffers, I feel weak and ill. Maybe pick up a part time job working in a restaurant where you can get a 'free/low cost' meal out of the deal as well as little extra cash and give you a bit of freedom from the family budget besides. I hope that helps or at least gives you a few things to consider.