It's only 1pm and I'm just beyond myself so to speak. So much is already going on and it's just 1 freak'n pm.

My darling children well my 14month old is walking all over the place, so I'm like don't touch that, put that down, leave that alone! And constantly behind him picking this up picking that up. I don't know how many times I can vaccum a day I mean come on now! I think twice is enough, but NO! Some way some how he finds the smallest littest tiny tiny little microscopic things. I swear Imma have to take a magnafying glass and search the carpet!

Any my 4 week old well he's being a 4 week old ya know. Sleep, eat, cry, make mess in the diaper. So between the crying, breastfeeding, and diapering two kids, keeping my 14month old out of things…I am I dunno….and today is no where near over.

I thought I was going to get a break when my 14month old fell asleep while my 4week old was sleeping but nope 15min later my 14month old woke up.

I have laundry to do, Random Cleaning, homework, and about 20more things to do, and no I'm not being over dramatic about it. I seriously do have a list of things I wrote out last night that I need to get done!

OMG…I need a break….doesn't help that last night I didn't fall asleep until 1am then got up at 3:30am to feed the baby. Then I couldn't go back to sleep until about 6am…then I got up at 7am then again at 8am!

Sleep if I knew really what it felt like to sleep!