Feels like I’m dying inside

Slowly beginning to hide

My colors, my face, my scars

The only person I talk to is the stars

Don’t care anymore what people say

Too fucked up to care, anyway

And I know that I’m a big mess

So I guess you can have the rest

If you’re waiting for me like you say you are

Know that I’m not going to make it very far

Before I collapse onto the sand

So make sure you catch me, if you can

I know I’ve been swimming in this ocean for way too long

Thought I could do it but I guess I was wrong

Tried to escape but I started to drown

But then you caught me on my way down

And if you’re real and if you love me

Maybe this will give my lungs a chance to breathe

Before I fall in that ocean again

And you ask if we can just be friends.