If youve found this it either means your very lonely or very bored. Or are in the unfortunate situation of depression. And have no way out. Thats how it feels. There no way out. If you are reading this then im very sorry. Not only for putting it out there but for boring you with my life. You probably have issues of your own that need help. Well i need help to. I just cant get it. Not from anyone. Or anywhere. What i have to tell someone they are obliged to tell someone else. And if anyone ever found out. I would die. Or just evaporate. The fact that im writing this shows how desperate i am. How miserable i am. If you hve depression i think you might understand. But i don’t even know that i have it. Im just constantly like this. Its easier to give it the name of depression. It sound treatable. I mean so many people have had depression right? It can be fixed. I like to pretend that i could be fixed. Helped. Thats what i rite on my leg. Help. Up high were no one can see. If someone did see they’d think i was mad. But maybe i am. I tried to reach out last night. To someone i use to know. I figured they were far enouh from the situation that i could talk to them. Like Anna use to be. But then she got closer in. Now i cant tell her anything. She’ll hate me. So i told them last night. I didn’t work. They just didn’t get it. No one really ever does. Know i’m even deeper in. They might tell omeone and then ill be more fucked. More than i am now. because people will know and i still wont have any help. Sorry that youve had to read this. That it has been posted. I guess i like to pretend that someone will find it. And care. But thats wrong. No one will find it. Or care.