there is four poems all wrote in a different colour to save confusion lol here they are….
i hold my baby boy
so lifeless in my arms
i kiss his frozen lips
and send him outta the eyes of harm
i send him up to heaven
where he can run and play
but still i shed those tears
each and every day
hes up on the bridge
healthy and free
but i still cant help wishing
he was here with me
kenzo mummy loves you
this world is too cold alone
but now mummys stupidity
means you can never come home
im so sorry baby boy
dad please hold my hand
and guide me through the night
please dad keep me safe
am i gonna be alright?
my worlds came crashing down
my lifes come to an end
yet i am still breathing
i hate having to pretend
im lying to the world
and im lying to myself
i know my heads a mess
and im not in the best health
but these people are against me
they want me locked away
please dad dont go and leave me
come back here and stay
i'll look after you better
i will stop all those flames
but dad i need you right here
coz my head is playing games
im holding onto nothing
because your both dead and gone
now without my baby nor my dad
explain to me how im meant to go on
no-one seems to understand
or realise my pain
because now your gone im all alone
and nothing is the same
sure i have my mum
my family and my pets
but without you by my side
im also full of regrets
dad i should have saved you
or sat by your hospital bed
i should have held your hand when you went
i love you dad but i should have said
im numb and im frozen
im chilled to the bone
im sat here and im realising
im totally on my own
my mum doesnt love me
the family dont care
friends are being awkward
and my dad…well it just isnt fair
all i have is memories
and what good are they
are they gonna hug me when im down
i love you will they say
are they gonna comfort me
when i need a dad
are they gonna make everything better
when im lonely and sad
NO! so theyre not gonna heal me
theyll never stop the pain
theyll never make me smile
nor bring you back again
