I say the words you need to hear,
I hold the burdens you all fear,
Some say I’m an angel deep inside,
With wings that spread and open wide,
The tears they fall down your face,
I wipe them away with gentle grace,
Hold you close whisper sweet lullabies,
Kiss away the tears you cry,
But I smile and act like I’m fine,
Like my problems are nothing but air,
Because I know you wouldn’t care,
But holding back it’s rotting my lungs,
The air I breathe like smoking, young,
I choke and gag and barely breath,
Yet still, you don’t notice me,
And while I choke and seem to die,
Still, yet I wipe the tears and say I’m fine,
I want you to smile and laugh today,
I want you to all just be okay,
But I have no choice,
I feel like you do, I have a voice,
So for now I’ll stay hidden a shadow in the dark,
Look me in the eyes and you’ll reach my heart,
If only you would care,
Please care if you dare,
Tell me what I need to hear,
I won’t make it much longer… or so I fear.
thanks…
I know how you feel, I know you must hear that a lot but I just want to let you know that I support you. If you ever want or need to talk I’ll be here, people will knock you down and tell you your not good enough or invalidate your feelings. I bet a lot of bad shit is going through your head right now, things might get better and they might not. I’m not gonna sit here and tell you that everything is going to be perfect cause we both know that’s bullshit. Life is what you make it, you can’t stop the rain from coming but you can use an umbrella. Pain honestly is a prison. It feels like you can’t escape. Like everywhere you go it’s their. Just find the light in the darkness. You got this love. I hope we can talk more later on. Stay strong.
Thank you cheyenne-lapoma means a lot