Here are some truths

I hate all my husbands relatives and wouldn’t go to their funerals if something happened to them.

I regret having a wedding.   The fact that his mom and relatives were there ruined any good about the day.

I regret giving closer to his relatives a chance.

I regret that I know not call his relatives out on their behavior because they won’t ever change.   It wild make things worse.

When my alleged dad died, my feeling was relief because he was so toxic towards me.     I didn’t go to his funeral or feel any sadness.

If I happen to hear about alleged egg donor is sick or has passed away, I won’t go see her or go to her funeral.    I believe in live and let live motto and she has harassed, cruelty abused, and staked me.    I am grateful to live further away from her so she would have to put too much effort into stalking or harassing me.

Superficial beauty / handsome traits mean nothing because the inside is what counts.   People matter more than things.

People tend to be insensitive during Thanksgiving to Xmas season.   If more people would stop bragging about how wonderful their family and in-laws, the holidays would be better for people with a different reality.  I wish that people wouldn’t boast about their traditions and and what a happy time holiday seasons is for them.

I hope that I am adopted or was switched at birth.

I don’t wish the man whom  I almost married well and haven’t forgiven him   I hope that his life is unhappy and the guilt of what he did eats away at home everyday.    I know that I deserve and deserved better than how he treated me.

I am really bothered by people opting to drink alcohol in front of me.   The smell of it, and the way people who act when they are buzzed or drunk is unbearable to me    I don’t judge what others do but I don’t want to see or smell alcohol or see it’s results.

Summer is my least favorite season    I can’t wait for Fall and Winter to arrive.

I love my dogs, plants and pet fish more than most people.

I want to door mat that says “Go Away.” Door to door solicitors need to learn how to read and respect no soliciting signs! I don’t like sales people pressuring me in stores either.   It isn’t right that being polite when saying no is seen as “maybe” and I end up having to be rude to be respected and left alone.   It isn’t their business which options  I have for internet or cell phone!  No, they can’t ask me any questions period! No is a complete sentence!

I don’t understand why a ex boyfriend opted to physically abuse me.   It happened once but it was one time too many.

I was raped as a teenager and I don’t wish the rapist well.   I ended up at wedding that he also attended.   His wife came across as treating him poorly and I felt glad it.

Thank you for the chance to be fully honest.