The un-avoidable feeling of failure
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Can I die? Can I???
anonymously.deleted, , Anxiety, Depression, Teens, Uncategorized, Suicide, 0
SUP Y’ALL!!!!! I am here because the suicide prevention lifeline suggested me to go here. I have a story...
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Never Enough (vent/rant)
PSRyan, , Anxiety, Depression, Teens, Uncategorized, Anxiety, Domestic Abuse, PTSD, Relationships, Suicide, 1
*mentions of self harm and suicidal thoughts (im okay) I just started school again and my mental health is...
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my eating disoder
finlee, , Depression, Uncategorized, Addiction, Anxiety, Eating Disorder, 0
I’m living a lie in between the lines Entrapped in a darkness so dark there’s no sky My anorexia...
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iv been staving myself for my girlfriend
finlee, , Teens, Uncategorized, Domestic Abuse, Obesity, Relationships, 1
so iv been feeling to fat cuz my girlfriend told me that she dose not date girls that r...
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I frickin hate my parents who adopted me
Sedriana, , Uncategorized, Child, Relationships, 0
i dont understand how being me wanting to be closer to my bio father is a bad thing he...
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F@#k!!
Mz_Unda_Std, , Uncategorized, Career, Child, Questions, Sleep Disorders, Stress, 0
So I was sitting here and asked my bf if he was ready for totomorrow. He looked at me...
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MY GIRLFRIEND
cloudysun69, , Uncategorized, Relationships, 0
MY GIRLFRIEND IS THE BEST PERSON IN THIS ENTIRE WORLD.. made by her girlfriend 😀
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Songs
Mz_Unda_Std, , Uncategorized, 0
Chevelle “Send The Pain Below” I liked having hurt, So send the pain below where I need it, You...




Not sure exactly what you’re struggling with because there’s only a title. But I have perfectionism and I constantly feel like a failure, whether it’s because I didn’t finish my entire to-do list, or I’m not friends with someone, or I’m fighting with my parents, or Idk, I feel like a bad friend or something. It’s torture. I constantly hate myself. I constantly feel like giving up, because even though I know I don’t need to be perfect right now, I feel like if I’m not, someone is going to die, or people won’t like me and I’ll be ALONE, which is my worst fear.
Anyone else?
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I am like you about not drinking, no drugs and not smoking. I don’t like taking pain medicine either.
I love reading through all the blogs and learning a lot everyone’s life experiences and challenges!
I didn’t answer your question.
My worst fear is not being able to breathe.
I am allergic to a spice that if I smell it, eat it or am in a room where someone has cooked with it or put it in a hot drink……… my throat closes shut and I risk death by not breathing.
I wake up with vivid dreams gasping for breath.
The covid mask wearing working for me because I when to wear a mask in public anyway with the severe spice allergy!