The un-avoidable feeling of failure
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My story (from abuse, to suicide attempts, to foster care abuse, to homelessness, back to fostercare, now college)
manicdemon, , LGBT, Marriage & Family, Uncategorized, ADHD, Autism, Career, Child, Domestic Abuse, Parenting, Sex Therapy, Sleep Disorders, Suicide, Therapist, Therapy, 0
Let’s start from the beginning shall we. I was born March 1st, 2006, at a hospital in Virginia in...
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Such a bad friend
TennesseeMoonStone, , Uncategorized, Stress, 0
I thought I’d only been away from the site for a week or two, not months at a time....
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Targeting the right enemy
AloneForever, , Uncategorized, Anxiety, 0
Usually twins, are reincarnated souls of worst enemies. If you are unlucky enough to come to war with your...
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College stress
SH2004, , Teens, Uncategorized, Career, Stress, 2
So I am a senior in high school this year. (Wow I never thought I’d be able to say/type...
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Just life lately I guess (rambles)
James416, , Uncategorized, Therapist, 0
I’m feeling a bit better today. I’m trying to think of a good gift for friend whose birthday is...
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Standing up together.
Julian..Alli, , Anxiety, Depression, LGBT, Teens, Uncategorized, Anxiety, Depression, Lesbian, Gay, LGBTQ, Sleep Disorders, 0
Okay, I'm going to start with saying I have been struggling so badly with anxiety, depression, and, sleepless nights....
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My Name Is Nobody Nothing pt. 2
NoClueNBlonde, , Uncategorized, Addiction, Child, Domestic Abuse, Relationships, Sexual Abuse, 0
It’s odd. Coming in here and actually seeing words from my own thoughts, sitting there staring at me. It’s...
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Have some enthusiasm for life.
AloneForever, , Uncategorized, Career, Suicide, 0
I want to live. We can have all our friends and make everyone a friend. The reason to live...





Not sure exactly what you’re struggling with because there’s only a title. But I have perfectionism and I constantly feel like a failure, whether it’s because I didn’t finish my entire to-do list, or I’m not friends with someone, or I’m fighting with my parents, or Idk, I feel like a bad friend or something. It’s torture. I constantly hate myself. I constantly feel like giving up, because even though I know I don’t need to be perfect right now, I feel like if I’m not, someone is going to die, or people won’t like me and I’ll be ALONE, which is my worst fear.
Anyone else?
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I am like you about not drinking, no drugs and not smoking. I don’t like taking pain medicine either.
I love reading through all the blogs and learning a lot everyone’s life experiences and challenges!
I didn’t answer your question.
My worst fear is not being able to breathe.
I am allergic to a spice that if I smell it, eat it or am in a room where someone has cooked with it or put it in a hot drink……… my throat closes shut and I risk death by not breathing.
I wake up with vivid dreams gasping for breath.
The covid mask wearing working for me because I when to wear a mask in public anyway with the severe spice allergy!