I’m holding myself back from the opportunities every new day presents me with

I’m hanging on to old habits and survival strategies from my childhood

I’m not participating in life except under extreme pressure

I’m so sad, angry, hurt, afraid, tired, weak, pathetic

I’m avoiding everything and ignoring everyone around me

I’m hiding from my responsibilities, big and small

I’m waiting for it all to be over

I’m not looking at the clock because it’s time to move on…