This is a tribute to Rey, or BrokenDoll17. I’m not sure if she’s still around or what happened to her, but I know for sure that I won’t ever forget her. This is one of her earliest poems that always hits me super hard when I read it:

Alone

One little hit,

doesn’t really matter,

one busted lip a single black eye,

there’s no need for me to cry,

every bite he tastes your skin,

letting all his sins sink in,

pushes you down steals your crown,

just waiting on you to fall and drown,

no, it doesn’t matter,

take all the pain in,

no it doesn’t matter,

you smile and let him win,

pins you down steals your heart,

slowly tears it apart,

you put on a face,

so there’s no disgrace,

you know you’ve been misplaced,

while they watch you trip on your lace,

a laugh a giggle even a snort,

you’ve heard all of it before,

but you smile and say,

“it’ll be okay”

it’ll only get better,

i just gotta keep thinking this way,

i’ve gone all the way down,

whats next? IT”S UP,

or so you thought,

he’s got you by the throat,

now your starting to choke,

the throws you down and ends your life,

so much for thinkin things were alright,

if this happens to me oh well,

i know only in the pain happiness dwells,

if i am to die tonight,

wish me luck on the lesson of flight,

i’ll take the beatings and open the door,

my dad still calling me a fucking whore,

but thats okay i really don’t mind,

because the stars are all aligned,

things will get better I say,

but if i’m lucky i’ll die today….

Thanks for inspiring me, Rey. I miss you:(