well hi. I just got done texting the suicide prevention hotline. my volunteer’s name was sydney. she was nice, but i hate the name sydney. anyways she directed me toward a support group website. this thing. i thought support groups were where u sit in a circle saying how you feel that day, but here i am writing a blog no one is going to listen to lmao. this is my first blog so sorry if this suks ass. im gonna get straight to the point. i have big big daddy issues and my mom is s0 overprotective and caring. my sister is diagnosed with autism and my aunt is mentally retarded. kids now a days in texas think its ok to make fun of the sped kids, which makes me so sos so pissed, but i dont know what to do because i dont have a good relationship with her. anyways my family life is ASS is what im trying to say. now school on the other hand dont get me started. fake. ass . bitches.(psa there is going to be cursing on this blog). i wouldnt be considered popular, i would be considered in between. i care way to much what people think and i want to help everyone. i try to keep up with trends and drama but its just stupid ass school drama. its so pointless. everything is so pointless. why do we live? whats the point? just so we can fucking die? waste of a life. some of yall prob joined js cs ur sad in quarantine, like no bitch people actually have shit going on. I just want to start over. have a new life. escape this shithole life. and travel. my life isnt a shithole sorry i over exaggerated, some people do have it worse than me.

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  1. aquazium 2 years ago

    Hey, just wanted to let you know that I feel that way too. I wish I could escape my life. Or at least have more purpose. I constantly find myself wondering what the point of life is when I have to deal with all this crapp. Is that what it is? To just go through terrible stuff?? I have big daddy issues, too. My dad has been a real jerk ever since he lost his job 2 years ago and made us move and went through a mid-life crisis. My mom has considered getting divorced, at this point my dad locked her out of all the accounts and won’t buy some stuff we need for stupid reasons.

    Anyway, I just want you to know that I’m here for you if you ever want to talk, and that I understand where you’re coming from and I’m glad you’re here. Keep going- you’re strong, brave, and beautiful, and I promise that you will find purpose in your life.

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