Currently under an enormous amount of stress. I can't talk about it on facebook cause there are people on therethat don't need to know all. My guys family does not know that I am positive or that my ex is a felon who tried to drag me down with him & he is also the one that infected me. He knew Dec 05 he was positive. We met Nov 06. He told me June 07 when he was going thru re-hab. I thought he had just found out got tested was positive married him Sep 07. Feb.08 he was arrested for some stuff he had done before going thru re-hab. When going thru some old documents in our home I discovered when he really found out.It was not too much longer that I divorced him & began to move forward in my life. I have residual legal problems from all of this & one just kicked me in the teeth. I got a call today saying I have court on the 3rd to talk about my probation (for receiving stolen property from him {cash} that I at the time did not know he had stolen but the detectives think i do/did) I have to go they will not change the date. I talked to clerks, secretaries, & lawyers no one would take the 2 seconds it would have taken to change it by a few days. I am not trying to run or hide. My problem is simple. My youngest daughter is pregnant. She is due the 1st week of January. Her last dr. appt was Monday. They told her we are not going to induce you "this" time. Her next appt. is as my luck would have it on the 3rd. Court is I think at least 4 hours away from the hospital. I can't skip court or they put a warrant out for my arrest. I have to hope that she does not have the baby while I am stuck up there. If she does I will be heartbroken.
Under Pressure
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