I guess that’s a good thing, because I’ve had more energy this week, and I’m feeling a little better as well. Could be due to the meds as I’ve been on them almost 6 weeks now. I’m glad I decided to try them, for me they’ve worked great so far – and I don’t feel like a completely different person, either — I actually feel more like my old self again! (I’m taking Zoloft, in case you were wondering…)

Yesterday (8/8) was my 14th wedding anniversary. We didn’t do anything special because my husband had to work, and it’s a weekday, anyway. We are planning on doing something this weekend if I’m up to it (I’m having a medical procedure done on my neck on Friday, so I may be miserable this weekend — I hope not!) I can’t believe we’ve been together for 16 years, and married now for 14 years. In some ways it seems like a long time ago, but in others it seems to have really flown by.

It’s starting to hit me with this anniversary and my birthday earlier this month that we really are getting older (my husband and I). I look at my hair and his and we’ve both got grey now — We sure didn’t think about that years ago LOL — I was 17 almost 18 and he was 19 1/2 when we met.

We are also starting a new phase in our family as our kids are older elementary and teens now! The next years are going to be so much fun ( /sarcasm ) LOL. No, I’m just kidding — we enjoy our kids, and the years go by so fast.

I was actually thinking the other day, and I was sad that I’m not going to get to hold another baby (hopefully) for a while now — till my daughters grow up and have kids (Hopefully after they are married first to a good guy. UGH, I hate being the mom of girls sometimes. So much to worry about…(o:) I do think it’s best not for us to have any more kids (finances, etc…), but I can’t help but feel a little tug at my heart when I think my littlest is getting to big to hold at all! LOL

I don’t have to go back to my counselor till next week, on Monday. Last appointment the muscle relaxer my physiatrist has me on was making me groggy — my psychologist was like, “what are you on?” — in a joking way though. LOL It was nice he understood why I was out of it though.

I have some “homework” for my next counseling session. I have to read a little packet and answer some questions. I like working on my issues this way, I’ve read the packed, but I have to admit I’ve been putting off sitting down and doing the “worksheet” pages. My husband said he would look at it with me this weekend if I wanted him too — that’s so cool of him, and something he wouldn’t have even offered to do years ago, so that’s really cool, too.

Well, I hope everyone is hanging in there and doing well…