Hi, my name is Maddy i am a 14 year old girl who has literally gone through hell and back. i am a freshman in high school i was enrolled at a school called Central High school, little did i know my biological brother went there.. i haven’t seen  him since i was about 2 years old i had no clue what he looked like or what he was like i was enrolled in a thing called JROTC which is a military based program for high school students i ended up being in the same class as my brother and i didnt know i became friends with this kid i fell in love with this kid and because of that i lost everything my school my friends my life and over all i lost myself how do i deal with this i feel like nobody understands me and everyone hates me what do i do im so lost..