Who am I? Just had a need to writeI have a heavy heart today one filled with no joy only with sadness, one thing that sometimes is so frustrating is I don’t know why, it sounds odd I know all the things that have happened and the reasons for it being a struggle, but I cant say this happened today and that’s why I feel this way right now.
I’m tired but I can’t sleepI’m deep in thought but can not find any answers,I’m desperate but can not fight,I’m embarrassed but can not hide,I’m frightened but have no protector,I hold secrets but I can not share,I have hate but can not forgive,I feel a failure but can not find confidence,I’m reaching the middle of my life and I can not find youth,I’m not the person I once was, but I can not find myself,I want peace, but I can not go,I want to find god, but I don’t know where to look,I’m nothing but I can not find something,I’m empty but I can not find fulfillment,I’m heavy hearted, but I can not grieve,I’m alone but I can not relate to those around me.I have so much love inside but I can not share itI hate depression but I can not beat it
Who am I? Where did I go? When did I disappear?