Well well where do start now. Sometimes life seems vain to me, I am not suicidal but i had alays been a seeker of purpose in life. I thought real love is the ultimate hing life can offer. Herabreak changed me to a degree i dont recognize the girl I see in the mirror anymore. Now i am yearning for a bigger purpose. I aspire to be a doctor one day. Actually i have my medical entrance exam in just 2 months and i am losing my mind. I feel so engulfed in anxiety i become breathless. I feel lost in the battle of life. I RATHER BE STUDYING BUT MY DAMN ANXIETY JUST WOULDN’T LET.