When I was 6 I was normal, a normal kid with AuDHD. But at sometime when I was 7 I’d developed a disorder that changes so much, what did I develop? Dissociative identity disorder. And I didn’t even know. Nobody knew. They just thought I was weird. And they laughed about it. And that just made it worse. Now I’m 14 and I know I have it. I know how many alters I have. It’s upsetting me. It’s hard. every single disorder I have makes my life harder and harder, autisim, ADHD, anxiety, depression, Tourettes, Highly complex Dissociative identity disorder. I struggle everyday because of it. I struggle so much. And I know others do as well.I wish I had support from my family but I don’t. I wish I had support from my friend but I don’t. I wish I had support but I don’t. I tell people I have these and they are like ‘so do I!’ And then they have the perfect life and turns out- THEY DONT HAVE ANY DISORDERS. NOTHING.
Why me? Why does anyone have to go through this?
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